Things I think now

It has been three weeks since the devastating earthquake occurred. I greatly appreciate a lot of aid from all over the world. 

After the earthquake, my routine began to go out of kilter. Though the victims try to make a recovery from the earthquake and many people try to volunteer their services, I have been feeling a little lethargic. I always think about various things about the earthquake, but I can’t find any answer to them. 

How are the children who lost their parents in the tsunami? 
How are the pets that lost their owners? 
What did the patients think who were unable to get out of bed when the tsunami came? 
How did the staff feel when they had no choice but to leave the patients? 
How did people feel whose valuables such as houses, cars, fishing boats, etc. were carried away by the tsunami? 
Can I survive the harsh way of living as an evacuee, and in the very cold weather? 
If I were a tsunami victim, would I live in the same place again, near the sea? 
What will become of the nuclear accident? 
Are the workers who work in the nuclear plant safe? 
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Umm, I can't express my feelings well. Now I can’t do it even in Japanese.